It’s one of those dreaded days when our anxiety is so high that we shake. Took a small amount of extra on my anxiety meds to try to get the shakes to stop. They are calming somewhat as I am now able to attempt to leave the house to mail a couple things and pick up a free Redbox movie. We’re thinking Avatar or Wolfman 🙂 Hubby picked tonight as we seem to pick most of the time.
I think our anxiety may have come from worries about money and that our car payment and the delayed processing of a cable payment we made over a week ago that still hasn’t gone through won’t have enough money in the account to cover them. Then, woke up to discover that we forgot to put away dinner last night. All this food setting out on the cabinet and now I am worried that it is all a waste and not safe to eat. I tend to err on the side of caution when it comes to food issues, but hubby seems to think it will still be okay to eat. We really can’t afford to have all that food go to waste. Still, nervous to eat it as we always worry about food going bad……we are rather obsessive about it.
I’m guessing that’s what fed into our anxiety skyrocketing today, tho, it may be more than just those factors. Who knows except the insiders. We should do some journaling later to see what we can find out. But, priority is to get calmed down and not shake anymore. Maybe a good movie is just the thing to get us in better spirits.